Anti -Climatic

Girls taught that virginity is respectful

So if he's my first . He will respect me 

He will love me . He will do anything for me 

Exchange of fluids

Empty of compassion 

Respect contingent of his validation 

Pressures to keep it sacred 

Emotional roller coasters . 

Upside down . Hair blowing . Forehead sweating . Knotted abdomen . Whee. Almost 

Cli

mati

c. 

He's finished .

I feel like I'm about to throw up.

I just realized Everything they taught me was wrong . 

Fairytale turned nightmare .